a place.
.a place
Is there a place for my love?
A place yes
yet there is no space
not even space in my head
yet my heart is a hall filled with space
a place
maybe for you
why won’t you visit?
I invited you
but you took the wrong door the wrong door over and over again
and stepped into my head instead
is there a place for my love
or a path going both ways
to the place in my head
the space in my heart
back and forth and you
are running behind
falling behind
falling off the edge
and I
am alone
but
I found this path
this place along the way
no I did not
it is an illusionary place
in my head
to escape the space where your presence is an echo
repeated
repeated
resonating forever in that space that is my heart
but still
you are not alone
or
rather
the echo has company
by my love filling the infinite space that is my heart
so love won’t need a place but space
love needs space
no place
no
no place
but space
to get lost
I am lost now in that space
how sad oh how sad you say
well
maybe it is I for sure don´t know
or do I?
I do know I want to create space
in my heart
and in my head and toes and feet and legs and belly and chest
and space all over
everywhere
so much space I need to create for myself within myself
nobody can help me but
if I create that space
endless space for infinitely many places
if I create that space
then gravity won´t exist anymore
finally I will be free from all
these imaginary places
I will only visit and inhabit spaces in which these places
are but wonderful yet passing dreams in space
space that shouts at me:
you are not responsible for the world
and also
let your mouth only speak vowels from now on
for they are the only spoken letters that create space
within you
and
I say:
what about room?
There is too much room for fears
so
I shut the door shut the door and
shut myself off from space
how sad I say
how very
very
sad.
